Disclosures of October

October started off with a solar eclipse in Libra. For me, this heralded a month of relationship consummation and mastery. It also helped me address energies I was still holding that muddled or tainted my authentic self-expression.

Some of these were subconscious experiences and beliefs handed down from my ancestry, my childhood, and my other incarnations. These are often revealed in my dreamtime, allowing me to then address them consciously and energetically after waking.  Deep patterns of significance often require us to put them into practice physically, to not only conceive of ourselves hypothetically, but experientially.

In this vein, I was given an opportunity at a family function with relationships that were part of some of my greatest challenges in the karmic cycle that is closing. I felt it was not only for me to address any underlying feelings and distortions, but a possibility for me to demonstrate my authenticity.

As the event approached, my body began expressing the feelings and beliefs still unspoken in me. I broke out in a rash in concentrated and specific places without provocation or injury. After the event I developed blisters in a similar way. There was unexpressed shame, and a belief I was not good enough, that I did not fit in, mixed with a pervasive sense of abandonment and rejection. It is often unnecessary to analyze or revisit the events experienced as a child that fulfilled these energies to resolve them. Energies arise to be processed as they are ready to move.

Being a compassionate witness to myself and others, while remaining open to higher perspectives on all that transpired is what allows closure and resolution. Forgiveness is truly the mechanism for freedom. As these stories and relationships come back around, we can unlock a different perception or understanding. Sometimes they come around to show us that there is no emotional residue left. Neutrality is not the same as indifference; you can love someone exactly as they are without being subject to any emotional obligations or manipulations. Drama and exaggerated sacrifices have been misrepresented for ages as aspects of love, but they are in fact reflective of toxic attachments, entanglements, and deficits.

I often find myself in these challenges simply needing to observe myself and my inner dialog.  Observing where I don’t listen, where I make assumptions, where I lock up and feel unsafe, and where I close off and want to bail, helps me be proactive instead of reactive. It takes an effort in the beginning to rewire ourselves to new patterns and responses. Sometimes it’s simply thanking and releasing any intruding thoughts with old info, while choosing to be present for what’s real and currently available and present. It can be taking a breath through a reactive feeling and willing my heart to stay open. It is often me reminding myself of who I am now internally, and offering love to myself regardless of what anyone else sees in me, thinks of me, recognizes, or responds.

We must step to these encounters to practice. This is especially true for well-trodden paths and connections.

We must be willing to allow others to change, and to reflect or respond to our changes too.

The world is changing from the inside out, in concert with our personal changes and responses. Humanity is evolving to experience unity consciousness. Extreme victimization and polarization programming is rising to be resolved in each of us. As long as we make it about the “other,” we are missing the opportunity to embrace the higher light being restored on Earth.

We are not being punished or subjected to anything that we are not involved in creating or sustaining, consciously and unconsciously. The events of our lives have meaning and significance to us. We are growing through every challenge and task. Our results say a lot about the energies we are addressing and investing in for this life. We can see we are part of a bigger picture, when we allow ourselves to expand beyond our personal parameters of belief, expectation, and comfort.

The dream space was very active for me this month, and I was pulled into both major hurricane situations in Florida at the end of September and second week of October. They hit areas I have been visiting for a long time. They are magnificent places full of light and life, but also a shore that I watched deal with red tide increasingly over the years.  Red tide is an imbalance and concentration of harmful algae that poses risk to marine life and people.  Concern over this issue increased as well, and a surveillance app was created to inform people of the state of the tides.

In a planetary ascension cycle, we are purging toxins, lower frequency energies, distortions, and imbalances in ongoing phases to embody more of our soul light.  The Earth has a body as we do, subject to similar processes and cleansing cycles. Storms and water events are part of these influxes and changes. In Helene I was in the storm working with creative and union energy, and in Milton I was in the ocean deep to witness a ship of higher frequency light and intelligence that was surfacing.

I was in awe and reverence for this ancient energy rising. There were many scenes playing out in the water, loss being part of it. Destruction is part of creation, and any density or lower energies give way to become part of the higher order. They exist within and are not lost. ALL were in the water with this benevolent force.

I approached the ship carefully and felt tears of gratitude swell in me for having witnessed the Earth reach this phase. The craft was giant, with a smooth stone-looking surface, in the shape of a double headed obelisk. The ends were identical heads with faces full of white light in the orifices. They reminded me of ancient Egyptian statues, or the oracles in the film The Never-Ending Story.

They carried with them a purity that is bringing transparency and spiritual justice to a new level. I felt a tinge of fear at their power, and their ability to see through things to a core of truth many of us may find unnerving. I was assured of our victory in light and reminded that justice is a return in energy often unseen or unrecognized in ways the limited human perceptions “think” things should happen. Spirit does not sleep, and the energy does not lie. “Let the deceivers and schemers dazzle the eyes and appetites of many, because all will meet themselves according to the weight of their heart and merit. Follow sincerely even if imperfectly.” Still getting chills!

Trust that the layers we are shedding personally and collectively, are what is allowing these higher aspects to return! There is a higher design at play. Learn to see with your own heart and eyes. Don’t give in so readily to the narratives and agendas of others, especially when they are really securing their own positions of power and profit. We must be willing to retire old stories and narratives of doom. We are living in an exciting time of transmutation and transformation! We must trust the universal changes at hand are helping us fulfill our higher destiny.

The leaders of the old system encourage us to fear the earth’s changes in order to create chaos, division, and control in the masses. They add to it with stressors they are creating and managing to keep us small. They maintain their power by taking it from others. This is life in lower dimensional Earth, but times are changing. Many are remembering and restoring their own divine connection, living from the management and mastery of their own light and counsel. Many are done feeding fake handlers and peddlers of bullshit.  As their supply diminishes, they get desperate, but NOTHING can stop the divine process in motion. Choose your alignments, allegiances, and agendas wisely. Better yet choose yourself! You are here to be led by your higher self in all your endeavors, so follow your heart no matter what is stressed and emphasized around you.

It’s liberating to surrender the pressure and control in having to “fix” everything. Emissaries of the light don’t lie, bully, or shame others into compliance. The light doesn’t not need to fight, force, or be verified. Its presence is enough to create changes that are solid and efficient. When you experience this in yourself, there is no going back to the court of public opinion, judgment, and blame. You will KNOW the vine for the fruit it bears and feel the truth behind any tale told or sold online.

Precipitating my contact with this ship, I received a new energy that felt and appeared like blue lightning in meditation. It was integrated in my body during a physical encounter later that day. We are dreaming into being, being into dreaming. Our consciousness is communicating and facilitating things through many planes. Explore these realms of yourself!  You are being healed in these spaces, gifted in these places, and shifted in all it’s graces.

Know yourself in dark and light.

Be willing to choose a new course for humanity’s plight.

It starts with you. What can you bring to the changes? Where can you live fully in your expression without needing to change anyone or thing outside you first?

Where can you take your power back from people and situations that you KNOW are dishonest and detrimental to your life?

Mass hysteria is common in a group managed by fear. We often choose our own shackles with the narratives and beliefs we confer power. How do these narratives feel? Do they create harmony or discord? What are the actual results of their people, stories, and ideas in the world? The blame and shame game is meeting its demise in the death of this karmic cycle. We are all part of the collective shift, and we will each meet the fruit of our investments and efforts. See to the weight of your heart. It is truly the path forward in embracing the higher light intelligence coming online.

The universal creative force is unconditional Love.

Where do you partition off yourself?

The inner compartmentalization and restriction are met in your surroundings accordingly.

Love is reclaiming and reorganizing.

Love is decluttering and transforming.

Love is the higher operating principle guiding this shift in all its destruction and sublimation. Believe in your origin in Love and allow it to guide you.

Love is healing and upgrading our systems in ways our minds can’t perceive and see at this time unless they are willing to surrender to the wisdom of the heart. Our hearts allow things to be as they are without pressure or force. Our hearts don’t need to fight a villain or seek a savior; our hearts only need a little time to process the fullness of our experiences so they can open to the boundlessness of their splendor.

Words have energy and brandishing them as swords to cut have consequences for both ends of the blade. Words of deception will continue to pale in the light of transparency anchoring on Earth. Trust nothing is as it seems, but all is accounted for in Love. Let go of “tit for tat” unless you want to align yourself with the consequences of agendas that are not your own. New Earth is being created now from the vessels choosing to harbor and facilitate its higher frequencies. Demonstrate and become that which you seek because that is creation in the new Earth. Your energy is needed to birth and support the higher solutions and services securing this shift. It does not matter who knows or believes the truth you experience, because your power is not dependent on anything outside you. Know your power and leave others to theirs. Everyone has the ability to shift when they so choose, but many won’t realize this until they are given the reigns. Love is freedom and acknowledges the dignity and ability in all.

We are shifting out of longstanding survival patterns and frequencies, so be kind to yourself. It is a way of being that is unfamiliar and a little scary as illusions are continually elucidated.  Faith is a fateful friend in these times.

I was recently at a farmer’s market and instantly drawn to a piece of art there, that was created with the image of Mary, Untier of Knots. The original was painted by Johann Schmidtner.

In prayers, I kept getting Original Love is resolving original sin, and this image speaks exactly to an aspect of Mary that resolves the “sin of Eve” through unwavering devotion and faith. Her fortitude removes all obstacles and challenges to peace. We are addressing karmic loops in these times and restoring our systems to the settings of Original Love. I called on her assistance in my election prayer ceremony as an overarching energy to hold the US through its transformation. She told me to move forward in absolute forgiveness, and spoke “the forgiveness of all, lies in your ability and willingness to forgive.”

There are so many forces of Love assisting us in this grand transmutation cycle. More Earth vessels are needed to hold space here for the higher frequency solutions to become tangible. We must be willing to surrender attachments to the ways we think it should go. Love is present in both sides of the divide. Consider the figure most heinous to you, is playing an esteemed and necessary role that is a catalyst for major changes.

I choose to pray for the highest outcome for ALL instead of a limiting narrative that may not lead to that end. I voted according to my soul’s guidance instead of any fear paradigm or virtuous shaming. I will accept whatever comes as an opportunity to serve Love.  The age of Transparency is upon us, and I choose to move forward in unwavering focus and faith.