A September of Spiritual Integrity

As political divisiveness heats up in the collective, it becomes imperative to maintain integrity in all new earth foundations and creations. All that remains to be seen and revealed is relatively unfolding in perfect timing and understanding to each. These times require faith, but the only way to truly know we are effectively anchoring the higher frequencies here on earth, is to tap into our own divine connection inside.

Everyone has a story. Everyone has a purpose. Everyone has an intrinsic value and connection to the source of life.

Everyone has a unique perspective and experience of the events they witness and participate in collectively. Diversity serves creation in this way. This can be seen in nature, with every species and life form contributing to the balancing and harmonization of life.

We serve life’s design best when we adhere to our own. Our instructions and drive come from our higher guidance inside, which can be muddled and thwarted if we are only looking outward for direction and protection.

The Age of Aquarius, is the age of ascension, is the age of transmutation, which consequently is the age of gaslighting and delusion in the lower limited dimensional realms of perception. Humanity will continue to see the futility and deceit in many of its foundational structures of belief and governance. A story is only ever a part of a truth; the moment we begin to describe and define an experience, we lose its scope in perspective and possibility.

As we rise in consciousness, we transcend duality; not because it’s wrong or bad, in fact we lose the restrictive stronghold of these descriptions altogether, but because we have a deeper understanding of the purpose comparison and contrast serves in the depth of experience and expression. We come to appreciate the contemplation of opposites as a necessary balancing component in determining what is best for the whole.

While we are obsessed with winning and losing and see success as a demonstration of dominance and superiority, we are fractured inside and out. Where we lay blame and responsibility, we remain impotent. Where we attempt to control or fix others, we avoid the unexpressed and unresolved parts of ourselves.

We stand on the precipice of real change. We can no longer be dazzled by ideologies that create harm and dehumanization in practical application. The world is purging the energy of all these thoughtforms, along with the weight of their consequences evidenced in historical catastrophe.

What is the human story?

Many have identified universal themes and strivings, existing across all ages, cultures, and doctrines. When we take the time to see past the surface differences and get to the heart of the matter, which at its core is shared by all, we discover an understanding and wisdom that comes from empathy, not pity. We are moved to do more than bear witness. We are compelled to initiate profound changes in ourselves and our lives, to embody the possibility of a world without hate, even in the face of it. It starts with a ripple of remembrance, and ripples lead to waves that crash ashore, changing even the hardest landscapes over time.

We are all ripples sharing the same ocean.

We are called at this time to assume our power and creatorship with integrity and practicality. We must answer to the call inside us, not to the pressures of external agendas. Energy doesn’t lie. Beware of those telling you what you want to hear. The actionable results are always clear.

What world would you like to live in? It will require you to build it inside yourself first, acting in accordance and integrity with it every step of the way. Things of quality are an investment of time and attention. I was imbued with the quality of devotion this month during one of my meditations. It was a beautiful transmission, and once received, I realized how much that aspect is absent in modern culture.

What are you devoted to? What do you love that surpasses your immediate ego gratifications and complaints? Where does your life have meaning? Where are you unwilling to compromise yourself? Devotion is a living essence and practice; it’s not just how we feel or think we love something or someone. Devotion is a living aspect of divine love.

We are divine love.

We are in a phase of undressing and discarding in limitation and illusion all that we perceived ourselves to be. We have had centuries of identification with the things required of us to survive in a fallen realm. We see our wounds as our nature, forgetting the light of our true origin.

As the earth shifts, where we place our attention and allegiance matters. We must come to terms with our own darkness to see its machinations in the world that we create. We can only free ourselves and shine our light to inspire home in others. Love does not force, censor, manipulate, or shame us into compliance. There is no faking connection for those that can feel what is real.

September brought me back to the place of my heart’s visions. There is an island I visit that feels like heaven to me. The night before I traveled there physically, I dreamt of visiting an island shaped like a heart. There I joined an older male shaman, and we were addressing a giant tree in a tall grassy plain. We each went about our business of setting up sacred space and prayer. I sat on the ground to connect and felt the place respond in a vibrancy. The ground began to hum and shake, and as it vibrated there were seed pods jumping that had fallen from the tree. I was guided to consume them and delighted in connecting to the tree and eating its seeds. I woke extremely activated and excited. When I later made it to the physical island, the transmission of devotion came through.

I am committed to anchoring heaven on earth. This is not some philosophical utopian dream; my body along with many all over the planet, are receiving and holding the higher frequencies and constructs to assist in earth integration. This requires a surrendering of all in its way. All on earth are undergoing a profound transformation. Knowing this helps us be patient with the messy process everyone is in.

We each carry our own version of the trials of the human experience. We are here to transmute our poisons. What we transform in ourselves, we do for the earth and our ancestry.

In previous years, I was focused on transmuting the venom of snake. It took some time to unravel the abuses of sexual power in my life.  It is a complicated and multifaceted issue that crossed incarnations and generations. We are living some of its perversions collectively now. I feared deeply real intimacy and connection, not seeing for a long time how much I was in a default defense setting. It takes time to feel safe enough to go to these places inside to restore divine templates of operation. Walls are coming down for us all, and I can say now it is possible to face the unknown in anticipation instead of trepidation.

When dealing with venom, the poison is in the cure. It’s owning it in all its forms inside yourself and your story, and mastering yourself in consideration of it, that empowers and protects you in its external presence in the world.

This month I was brought to another poison in my lineage, this time in the form of spider. In dreamtime, I was laying down and aware of two tiny golden spiders that were crawling on me. I watched with curiosity and affection. I was not afraid initially, but when I looked up, I realized I was in my grandmother’s house. My father was there telling me they were poisonous, and I then felt fear for my grandma. I picked one up to put it outside, but it resisted being placed on the steps. As it leapt, I begrudgingly dropped a brick to kill it. I missed and it bit me on my left ring finger. My hand started swelling in lumps as I felt the poison and panic spread. My father said there was a doctor up the street and before I woke, he was telling me not to worry, the Dr. has the remedy and “it is done.”

I woke knowing it was something significant. The left side of my body was sore, especially from the hip down. I called to check on my grandmother, and her left leg was in pain. This is a chronic issue for her, and I realized there was an underlying energy at play. I began to work on myself energetically, and tapped into a feeling of powerlessness in life as a woman. There was a denigration of woman’s role as a creator handed down, not necessarily through familial relations, but more of religious doctrine. There was a pervasive belief in self deprecation and dependency on a male dominated ideology. It is not consciously expressed or recognized in religion negatively, because it is just accepted as the order of things. Feeling and questioning it is often sacrilege, along with communicating other unexpressed and suppressed needs and desires. This was a big issue for me. I still struggle to express personal needs without discomfort. There is guilt attached to receiving or asking for things. I observed this as a hardwired issue in this side of the family, and was grateful to acknowledge and address it.

The spider is a creator with power and credibility in the web of life. Spider venom can signify abusing our creative power, or as I experienced it, denying, suppressing, or fearing it. Many of us are afraid to assume the head position of our creations. We may have been taught it is blasphemous, but I’ve come to learn it is part of our divine responsibility. This is not an arrogant, “I rule the world,” position. It is living as an expression or facilitation of our higher nature, which is always in sync with the Creator of All, and in service of the highest good.

It is taking responsibility for the energies we assume, consume, relate, and create with here. We are not here to be weak followers of the loudest and mightiest of women/men; we are here to be a demonstration of divine love in unique form and action.

This may seem like a grandiose position, but in truth, true leaders and creators are humble in nature. It has been handed down that loving yourself is selfish, but one cannot truly love another from an empty well. This position has encouraged the system of scarcity and dependency that we see in large scale operation today. Love is unlimited and unconditional, and we are rewiring ourselves to accommodate and create from this truth.

We are one love. As we grow in understanding and awareness, we prioritize vibe over tribe.

Tribal separations, conflicts, grudges, and allegiances are surfacing to be addressed in all. The mind and body hold these ancestral constructs rooted in fear and survival experiences on an unconscious level. Some of what we perceive as fact is a matter of choice. It doesn’t feel that way until we are brought to challenge or see our lives from a completely new vantage point. This is what is being introduced to humanity now; we are being shown what is behind the wizard’ s curtain. Nothing was or is as it seems from a limited perception point.

As we shift our energy, we align to new people or circumstances vibrating at our frequency in similarity. We can lovingly embrace these changes, without feeling guilt or obligation to what was. Love is freedom and knows that every person and situation is exactly where it needs to be in the grand scheme of things. This is an energetic truth; energy does not lie.

What we resist in ourselves, persists as a challenge or blind spot in our reality. As we process the energy we hold inside from traumas, abuses, or mistakes, we experience more peace and calm with outer circumstances that seemed to trigger us so much mentally and emotionally.  Make peace with yourself and all elements of your story, and you will take the missteps and misunderstandings of others less personally. You will also see and circumvent them more effectively.

Love recognizes itself in all forms.

Love encourages forgiveness as a mechanism of freedom and emotional liberation.

Love asks us to go higher, to create new outcomes and options that transcend the loops and chains of past and present polarities.

Expansion requires us to let go. We fear losing circumstances or people in our changes, but it occurs most often as shifts in our perceptions of them. Old ideas, stories, identities, and beliefs give way to a greater understanding. They can be of others, of our world, or ourselves. We become more not less, ever aware of our connection to the source of all life.

When we allow things to be different and new, and are open to not knowing, we experience life differently. When we allow ourselves to be new, we enter spaces previously unexplored and get intimate with life in ways that bypass the mind’s tendency to judge and defend.

Heaven is a frequency more than a location. We don’t always perceive clearly what we are looking at with limited eyes and heavy hearts.

What part of heaven are you inspired to dream into being? What are you committed to offering the earth? Where can you invite the essence of devotion into your life, and love more for the sake of loving instead of the expectation of receiving?

The love of creation is not daunted by any misunderstanding or misuses of its intent. Love is where everything rises and falls ultimately, regardless of the ride. Love is all in and will see all things through. There is power where the focus meets the flow, uninhibited by doubts and distractions that seek to disrupt its evolutionary impulses.

Humanity is restoring its proper relationship and use of power. This is a restructuring occurring inside us as we increasingly embody our light, that disrupts the external systems reflectively and collectively. The best position in these changes, is to find our flow inside, allowing it to love, guide, and uplift us in sync with the higher will in operation.

From this place, there is no misinformation or manipulation. Truth is something deeply held and known; it may first be perceived in the heart, but it is radiant throughout our entire being.  We must go beyond the fearful confines of the lower mind and its limitations, to allow the technology of our vessel to fully come online. We are the technology and instruments of divine grace, and deepening into this knowing as a living embodiment of our light is our best evolutionary path forward during a planetary ascension cycle.

Know and own yourself in your true worth, and the universe will respond with circumstances in kind.

Happy Autumn! May you be blessed with new opportunities and insights for your Fall journey!

I felt beautiful waves of peace and bliss flowing through on the autumnal equinox. These influxes of energy shift things in the physical realm in ways that may appear destructive at first, but are instruments of the earth’s changes and harmonization too.

Trust all is falling into place. 🍁🎃🙏