A New Year, A New You in Divine Assurance
Whether our external circumstances reflect it right now or not, we have come a long way. We have all been in a karmic rendering and balancing. This is a necessary process in creation, one of a transmutation of energy that allows us to shift into and embody a higher frequency potential. There are misconceptions about karma being a function of celestial reward and punishment, but it is merely the byproduct of our creations, choices, and actions that allow us to experience, know, and grow through ourselves in form. We are now being called to remember our true nature in the higher realms. We are each individualized expressions of the one love energizing all life. Our greatest power lies in the recognition and restoration of this wisdom. It allows us to embody more of our creative ability and influence. When we align with the supreme force of the universe, our innovative potential and capacity are strengthened and amplified. In order to restore this powerful response-ability, however, we must tame and reclaim our lower identities, and master the proper use of life force. When we truly see that everything has an energy signature and effect, we will better select, manage, and regulate our thoughts, emotions, and choices, knowing they all create and influence outcomes and manifestations in reality.
Divine templates of creation have been successfully restored and secured on earth for the next phase of evolution. We continue to receive influxes and increases in divine codes, frequencies, and physical upgrades with the earth to facilitate the shift. Ascension is not only an elevation in consciousness, it is also physical transfiguration. This is a natural organic experience that causes physical symptoms in the body. The old way of perceiving mutation in the body, sees these changes as periods of illness that imply nature or our genetics harmed and damaged us in ways that are condemning and sometimes irreversible. An industry has been corrupted to manage and profit off of illness, encouraging a mindset of dependency and disempowerment in health. In truth, our body is a divine technology reflecting and expressing the result of our energetic, creative, and karmic repository for this incarnation. Our bodies are intelligent, each cell and system a network of vast wisdom, vitality, and tireless operations relating and harmonizing us in the world. Our bodies hold the density of our experiences that we are still working through, and what we often see as illness is part of a messaging and balancing system that informs, protects, and helps us process what is ready to be understood, acknowledged, or transformed allowing for a new awareness and experience. We are spirit expressing through matter. Everything in life is sacred, is spiritual, and an opportunity to expand. We have mistakingly believed we were separate from source, and then taught to compartmentalize our spirituality to be localized in a building, on a Sunday, or only in the presence of a deemed enlightened or endowed leader. In truth we are our own saviors, capable and responsible for our connection and restoration to the one will and love underlying all. Everything we do matters and is representative of who we are in love or illusion.
Love is reclaiming all in creation on earth that strayed in misperception. As divine children we were granted freedom to grow and create according to our various desires. We were allowed to explore distortions in belief. We were allowed to experience love in its contradictions and absence. We created prisons for ourselves, and a karmic residue of emotional suffering that we are addressing in this shift. We are now collectively in a time of great awakening and remembering.
Around the middle of December leading up to the winter solstice, I started anchoring the frequencies of 2023. I was hit with a new sense of elation, celebration, and possibility. I felt myself energized with clarity, soaring high through my day. I felt I could climb a building or Mt Everest effortlessly. I was filled with a freedom and confidence indescribable, and overcome with a knowing that all is truly well, our highest trajectory and alignment secured. I am calling 2023 the year of “Divine Assurance.” This assurance will rise through the self, via our restored connection to source-as-self. We will come to believe in our validity, trust ourselves, and express ourselves with a new authenticity and authority that dispels illusion and distraction with more ease. We will know our power lies within ourselves and our maintenance of high frequency stability in the face of physical expressions rearranging and changing. We will increasingly experience our influence in our realities, and focus less on the things that are not ours to interfere with or assist. We will better identify and understand the fragmentation and manipulation of our energy, and extract ourselves from the situations and beliefs of disempowerment and delusion. We will see more of our inner work and changes bear fruit in form.
Assurance comes with patience. It comes from knowing our strengths, our abilities, and our dependability through many trials and circumstances. We learn and gain trust in the midst of challenges. We see who shows up, who can be counted on, who remains. We perceive our own measures of courage and integrity. Any discrepancies, energy blocks, and obstacles can only be addressed when we step to them. We are not ascending our reality by escaping it. Every thought, feeling, belief, expression, and misaligned/misperceived/misunderstood energy must be processed and integrated into the higher truth. Lower frequency expressions are reclaimed and restored into the higher whole, and as a higher frequency set point is reached, higher aspects of self are accessible and available. We are only perceiving and experiencing separation from the blocks and distortions we are holding and maintaining in density and belief. These energies are processed over time, in a course set for us by our soul. We are intimately involved in every aspect of our life and experience; we are creating it, while being overseen and supported by our higher soul aspects in living it. When we begin to see everything as a manifestation of love, and everything in our reality as a reflection of love or its wayward distortions inside us, we will recognize ourselves as the true terrain of transformation and possibility in our lives.
Assurance comes from grounding into our bodies, our lives, and into the earth. It is our loving presence that restores form. Bringing unconditional love, the light and force of the universe, to every aspect of our body and life is what transforms it. We restore feeling and awareness in our bodies through love, helping them become the divine vessels of intuition and magical creation intended. We are not meant to live in our minds. We are here to have a divinely embodied experience. Our disconnected minds operate through fear, familiarity, and old programming. As we bring more light into our body and system we awaken senses that enable us to better discern the energies we encounter and engage. We can feel truth, feel love, and alternatively we can feel deception and any attempts made to manipulate, deplete, or misuse our energy. To honor our proper course in life, it is paramount that we connect to our soul guidance to navigate us in the days ahead. As the outdated manifestations in form destabilize and destruct, and as emissaries of greed and separation attempt to elude and distract others to hold onto their positions of power in the old reality, a deeper stability in source-as-self is vital. What you focus on, believe in, and energize in time, money, and attention, you are helping create and maintain in your reality. What you speak, relate, and choose is an act of creative responsibility and influence. Your life is your creation, to be lived lovingly, passionately, curiously, authentically, unapologetically. In 2023, divine assurance is owning it.
Once our lives are owned and loved, once we are able to love and forgive ourselves and others unconditionally in recognition our true identity in love, we are able to detach personally from the lower frequency distortions, patterns, and programs that surface. We are able observe and address them as they pertain to us, and leave others to their divine process and ability in resolving their own. We allow ourselves to feel everything with love, compassion, and acceptance. We know feelings and thoughts are transitory in nature. They are fuel and inspiration in experience and creation. They can be explored and manipulated, adopted and discarded at will. We are the field of love that they move through, and they provide a framework and foundation that we grow and create through. Whatever our lives were up until now, is gone except in the way it imprinted us in thought and feeling. To move to a new frequency bandwidth of creation and experience, we are processing all held in residue that is in the way. Living with divine assurance, is knowing and trusting that this is part of an organic process intrinsic to our nature. 2023 calls for faith and commitment to our divine guidance, vision, and connection above all else. We are not carrying separation forward, but honoring the spirit in all things and delighting in our ability to demonstrate what’s possible in love.
Where are you being called to remember more of your identity in love? Where are you ready to release old stories and attachments that have kept you confined, ashamed, and disempowered? Are you writing your own story and determining your path forward from your inner guidance, or are you still co-creating according to someone else’s narrative, outdated beliefs, or societal pressures? What would it be like to live without a story at all? To meet people exactly where they are now, without preconceived ideas rooted in gossip, without assumptions or defenses, without blame or needing anything from them? Can you meet and love yourself exactly where you are, knowing your timing and process is perfect for you? We are pressuring ourselves from ideas about where we should or could be, most often from thoughts and feelings imprinted in us that have nothing to do with who we are becoming authentically in this lifetime. These are being surrendered into your higher truth for your true nature in love to emerge. In the beginning we are afraid of this love. We have spent centuries convinced otherwise, and at times were persecuted and punished for expressing it. Give yourself a gentle space to let the fears unravel knowing love is at the core.
2023 will help us recognize our magic. We live with miracles and magic ongoing in even the most basic functions of life that we take for granted. Our eyes were dulled when our minds were yoked and programmed with fear. Our sight and perception is a matter of belief and perspective; if you believe you are in a world of limitation and sin, you will interpret and experience it accordingly. We were living with these blinders in the third dimensional earth, interpreting our reality through a past rooted in fear, trauma, and survival. Many thought systems were created out of this mind set, and all old earth systems functioned from these perversions and limitations. Love is the higher operating system and energy of creation and our world. What we experience as unloving conditions and situations indicate where truth is hidden and distorted. We were all born into these dense distortions. Some us knew truth but silenced ourselves when we saw it pummeled and disregarded in the world. It is time to stand for truth. Forgive those who cannot see yet, those that attack you cannot see beyond their pain narrative or feel you. They may not remember now, but they will soon enough. Take heart and let your changes and efforts be enough. People can only communicate from where they are in their own understanding, and can only see and love you to the extent they offer it to themselves.
2023 is about knowing your truth, honoring your wisdom for your path forward, and not giving your power away to someone because they are a so-called expert. Open your hearts, open your minds, and open to your highest possibilities for yourself in the new year. The earth has a higher frequency bandwidth available for you to get there. Our progress in understanding the quantum field and nature of reality, will help us validate scientifically, what we know is true in our hearts spiritually. We are bridging the gap of many polarities at this time, seeing a unified harmony and whole that does not need to enforce absolute truths through division and contradictions. Everything has added to the beauty and richness of life. Embrace the paradoxical nature and mystery of life and of yourself. Let yourself be. Let yourself love. Let yourself be new.
Wishing you a peaceful, joyous, and prosperous new year rooted in divine assurance!🤩💞🎉
The GRACE Reset
Sound the trumpets! We are out of Scorpio season. 👻😝 I am not prone to dramatizing things, but we have definitely been in a chrysalis of chaos at times. Scorpio brings us to our emotional edges, depths, and shadows. It reminds us of the forces of death and transformation that are necessary functions of life. As the leaves change color and prepare their descent, we enter a darkening period ourselves. If we can sit with ourselves and recognize our own haunts, and their corresponding reflections playing out around us, we are better able to manage the ride.
We have been seeing, processing, and integrating all energies that are in the way of us embodying our highest truth and inherent worth. As we continue to anchor the higher frequency light codes and energies inundating the planet, we reclaim and restore the higher aspects of ourselves. New earth creation is about divine flow and alignment. We learn to honor and prioritize our inner reality, knowing that it is our energy configuration within that determines and influences the physical circumstances in our external. As higher expressions of ourselves become available to our operating system, the lower identities and illusions that are contrary or obsolete are absorbed. I witnessed this in great detail in a dream facilitating a changing of the guard. To close out this karmic cycle, I was advised on the feminine relationships and functions that are not appropriate for the next phase. Closing the relationships was only one part; the most imperative was seeing and retiring the role I play in the dynamic. I am the creator of my story after all.
To start, I was brought to actively witness a feminine aspect of myself in relationship in vivid detail. She was very sweet and loving, but withheld a lot personally, often to the point of detriment. I was shown that the imbalances for her in relationship, due to over accommodation, people pleasing, and peace-keeping, were mutually destructive to both sides. I felt her loving intent, but saw its aim was mostly outward, failing to include herself. I recognized that the unbalanced giving and focus, came from a distortion and deficit inside her that drew the unhealthy “takers” as an energetic by-product. I understood why the relationships were not valued or appreciated properly, and why it actually harmed the “takers” that seemingly benefitted, because in truth they were not able to grow or experience themselves arriving at their own result. Neither side got ahead, felt truly loved or seen, or was able to shift the dynamic.
The old female aspect was perceived as weak, but allowed herself to be used knowingly to mediate peaceful outcomes. She did this often because she saw the bigger picture and sacrificed personal gain and truth for a group harmony. She learned this early in life, and came to only rely on herself. I was brought to a battleground clearing and saw this female dressed and weaponized in armor to defend her position in charge. I waited in trepidation because I knew this was a last stand. She wanted me there to watch, to witness, and to honor her in my life. I obliged her with a pit in my stomach knowing the end before the beginning. I really KNEW her, and remembered her many efforts and encounters. I was grateful for the time she served. With a little remorse, I looked to the other side of the clearing and watched her contestant arrive, younger, bolder, and slightly colder. As I took the newcomer in, I noticed she was as wise as her predecessor, but less pliable. She met me with a gaze that let me know she was firm in who she was and that she had boundaries. She did not need to be liked, but she would be respected in the way she respected others. There was also a vast love in her, but one tempered with discernment. She was not there to be a doormat. She was there to be valued along with her time and effort. She was generous, but not interested in stepping into any situation that was not for her, no matter how dire. She saw imbalances in exchanges as disrespect to each’s divine ability and process. She was committed and determined to honor her divine guidance above all.
I immediately understood how and why this aspect of myself was coming in. It was a natural outcome of the work I had done to embrace my truth in the light. I watched with sadness the battle that ensued. There was a part of me that did not need a fight at all, but my older, softer aspect wanted it. She knew she was retiring home, and she wanted to make a statement of her own worth since she had often given it away. The battle was long and bloody. I cried as I watched it but I could not turn away. My older self really put up a fight! I could not help but admire her, and if I’d had any doubts about her strength before, they completely dissipated in that dramatic display. I think that was the point. She helped me appraise and acknowledge all that I had accomplished with her. It didn’t matter what anyone else thought or took from the encounters, I KNEW better. I grew and held important wisdoms and sentiments as a result, despite any lack of physical or traditional evidence of “success.” They battled in a ring, on a cliff, and in water. Both faces bloodied and set with determination and respect for each other. When it ended, both cried and held each other tight for my older aspect to be placed at a pyre of recognition. As my new feminine operating principle took her place, all that was before in spirit and wisdom, was included and incorporated into her crown of authority. I woke feeling more complete in myself, and at peace with what it took to get here.
We are transforming ongoing in response to the changing energies and circumstances on earth and in the universe. This month saw an eclipse cycle, and in ancient times eclipses were harbingers of great changes and resets in life. The stars and planets align in various ways that help us experience shifts and expansion. Stars and planets grow and go through changes too. We are part of their cosmic dance, influencing, reflecting, and affecting each other in love and wonder ongoing. If we are attentive and mindful of our connections to the natural forces of creation, many shifts occur in our awareness to help guide us further on our paths of destiny. When we are unconscious of our divine connection and guidance, we are sometimes steered physically in extreme ways. This is not to punish, but to clear the decks of any misaligned and karmic debris that has accrued over time. We are never left here without divine connection, guidance, purpose, options, or potential. We are being freed from our inner prisons crafted with illusion and stagnation in thought and emotion.
Even though much in the world appears to be contrary to divine will at this time, all creation is subject to the principles of divine law, order, and timing. What is out of divine in alignment and service to the true nature of reality is being purged, processed, and integrated into a higher frequency bandwidth of LOVE. This is happening on multiple levels and layers of ourselves, the collective fields we are in, the earth, the universe, and so on. November held a space for us to shed old beliefs and identities in thought, to reach new personal depths emotionally from clearing attachments and residue from old experiences, and to receive guidance on a core wound influencing us in the way we value and express ourselves.
The message of a suppressed wound in me surfaced around Thanksgiving via poor communication and connection with parts of my family. A brief encounter, allowed me to observe my body respond stressfully, despite my mental neutrality. I was able to clear the older energy that was not appropriate for now, and address the underlying thoughts and beliefs tied to old perceptions of abandonment and rejection. I had a series of dreams through out the week to show me past events and dynamics that were being processed. I continue to work with my self lovingly and patiently, recognizing how long this energy has been in my system, how many unhealthy experiences I had with other people based on these settings, and how much it impacted the way I felt and treated myself as a result.for many years.
New insights lead to new choices, new commitments, new actions, and new habits. Old misperceptions were formed and imprinted over time, therefore the shifts and any corresponding beneficial results will bloom and be reinforced the same way. We address things cyclically in layers, in a timing that is optimal and unique to us.
Overall, I have spent this holiday in so much gratitude for all that is awakening and returning to me. It is a relief to know we need only go within to find our best path forward. It was exhausting to attempt to manage and control reality through external means. Thanksgiving helped me get to the basics. It helped me fortify my foundation with truth and love that honors where I am NOW. The simplest truths are the most powerful, and they are all verified in the heart. As I continually choose to release attachments to all expectations, people, circumstances, and beliefs that create confusion, dissension, or diminishment in me, I am left with peace. I am filled with a knowing that there is so much more beyond our parameters of perception. I am affirmed that there is nothing to fear, that this unknown is a part of us too. I am reassured that everything we are seeking or thinking we are “going”to, is already here. I release the attachments to what any of this looks like, needs to be, or what I think I should be doing. Another dream showed me I am already “there,” and that the new earth is a vibrational reality we are being, maintaining, and creating from inside. I can let the past go, and release the contraptions of the mind. I am most effective when I simply let myself live from my authentic state of being. We spend so much time searching, comparing, and striving that we often forget to seek our own counsel, satisfaction, and direction. We bury our joy under masks and obligations, and are often the first to betray ourselves. As things slow down into darkness, explore and celebrate yourself with the same enthusiasm you bring to whatever it is that you cherish in the world. You are also many layers, wonders, adventures, and possibilities existing in many dimensions of reality. Embrace all that grace is resetting in your life, your psyche, your relationships, and your path.
I hope winter arrives finding you curious, soulful yet playful, loose in your grasp, and light in your heart. 💜 🦋
Managing Multidimensionality
October has been a wild ride! 👻 As we continue to be entrained into the higher frequency rhythms of the earth, we are integrating mental and emotional constructs faster than we are often consciously aware. Our minds can actually get in the way of the process if we try to figure everything out. Our bodies are intelligent vehicles of divine technology that are designed to adapt and transform in life. There are times where surrender, trust, and rest are vital ingredients in the path forward. Our bodies need time to adjust to the shifts occurring inside and out. There are processes that the body utilizes to purge and transmute energy. We often mistake them for symptoms of illness, but they are assisting us in an evolutionary mutation.
One of the highlights of my October was traveling to Overland Kansas and Kansas City, Missouri. While there I visited a farmstead and came upon an enchanted forest. I thought this was symbolic of the journey we are all taking into shadow for the rest of the year. Ready or not, regardless of whether one recognizes the road, we have all been thrust forward.
In an enchanted forest all is not as it seems. What brightly shines can contain the spark of false light; what is promised can wither when attained. Eyes that are drawn to dazzle or are weary from fear, can be easily mislead. Here it is the weight and wisdom of the heart that knows the way. If the heart is contracted in fear, it will also contract in progress. But if the heart is open to feeling, accepting, and acknowledging what is truly present, it will remember what is real and trustworthy on the path home. In an enchanted forest, it is possible to see what lies in the shadows. When one knows deception is a part of the landscape, one can finally engage in the pursuit of truth. It takes a willingness to be wrong, to be responsible, to be capable, to be pliable. The structures of the path can flip and be obstructed in a moment’s time, and require us to create and move forward in a completely new fashion. Knowing yourself and your heart’s truth is your most precious commodity to get through. All that glitters, and gathers in numbers is not gold. Choose wisely, and know the tree for the fruit it bears.
We are awakening to our multidimensional nature in the higher frequencies. As we embrace and integrate our shadow aspects, we shift the denser energies in our bodies. As veils of perception dissolve, we expand our view and light quotient in the body. We become more aware of our various consciousness states and incarnations in other realities. We experience ourselves more influential in our external reality. Life responds to our thoughts and expressions with increased immediacy and accuracy. As we become cognizant of all of the functions, existences, and aspects we are running simultaneously, it encourages us to be more mindful of the energies we consume or entertain. Everything in life connects, affects, and reflects. We realize that managing multidimensionality is actually maintained more through embodiment than the mind.
In truth, everything has an energy signature. Thoughts are creative and frequential in nature. To help illustrate our creative complexity, I received a tutorial from my snail in my aquarium. I had this tank for years, but while I was in the publishing process of my book, my snail spontaneously began giving birth to multiple babies.
I watched in curiosity and awe. Nothing had changed in the tank, but as I was in my creative process working on my manuscript and marketing texts, the creative spark struck my snail. There were so many! I began perceiving the connection, and was shown that we are always creating. Every creation that we set forth has a life span, purpose, and process of its own timing. When we focus too much on forcing or controlling an outcome with one of our creations, we actually limit it and ourselves in capacity and potential. The nature of creation and life is abundance. Not all creations are viable or meant to last past a certain function. Some are helping us grow more than what they will bring to others. As I watched the tank explode in population, I also saw it cleaned and managed more sufficiently. All of the babies contributed to that result, so one was not more important than the other. I let go of worrying about having to fix any part of it, because I realized we are functioning in many aspects of reality the same way.
What has become increasingly most important in managing creation and multidimensionality is FLOW. Being in alignment with divine flow and rhythm is key. From a state of surrendering mental projections and expectations, one can simply relax into the body, the heart, and life itself. There is a knowing inside that is not rooted in the mind. We are actually existing inside an energy field of our higher nature, and continuously guided and assisted on our journey. The body knows what is exciting, alarming, or exhausting. The heart knows what is joyful and warming, or what causes restriction and dread. As we slow down and ground into the heart and body to acknowledge the wisdom in our divine design, we connect to a flow that carries us to the experiences in line with our path. From a state of flow, we attract what we need, as a perfect match for what we are becoming. We don’t have to chase or force, or try to fit or fix what we think we are supposed to have. In truth we are always attracting, creating, experiencing, and expressing what is perfect for us in each moment. We are shown when adjustments and choices are necessary for growth. We are led instinctively through our own shadows to expand in our capacity to embody our light.
Winter is coming. America is revealing and healing what has been suppressed and distorted in the dark of her underbelly. All of her children have an opportunity to honor the principles of freedom, and the ideals of the pursuit of happiness, imagined in her conception. We are in a phase of foundational reconstruction. We can no longer shirk integrity and responsibility by turning a blind eye, closed heart, or ignorant mind to the obvious fallings and criminal actions that have become synonymous with the word politician. New foundations call for new leadership. Solutions won’t come from the pools of polarity and familiarity.
America is being reborn. She is rising from the ashes of the old systems with wings fortified by the visions and sentiments in our hearts. We are either creating and birthing something that moves us all forward, or we are clinging to illusions from the past and taking poisoned candy from strangers in the enchanted forest. What was, is no more. What was, can never be. Life itself supports freedom and expansion. The earth and America are universally supported in their restoration and elevation in the higher frequencies of their divine blueprint.
Life finds a way to bloom, to succeed, to reclaim what is lost. Have faith in its ability to respond with innovation and fortitude. You are connected to these qualities and abilities yourself. There’s nothing in life that is foreign or separate from you. Know that what ever surfaces in the enchanted forest, is something that you are ready to acknowledge and dispel with your heart’s light. Your heart knows the truth and the way. Take care of your heart and don’t let fear compromise your discernment. LOVE is always the answer and the space to hold yourself in while you go through these changes. Love is more than a feeling or philosophy, it’s a high-level frequency that uplifts, unites, absolves, and transforms all.
Want to hear about my adventures in the enchanted forest? I share some in my new book, True Love Not Like in The Movies. You can purchase it through this site, or on Amazon and B&N in a digital format. I would love to hear from you about any time you spent in the proverbial dark forest. Leave a comment and let’s start a conversation;)
A September To Remember
September brought challenges, deep insights, and transitions for those committed to their process. Breakdowns led to breakthroughs when approached with acceptance and a willingness to remain open. Some breakdowns seemed simply mechanical and a test of adaptability and willingness to surrender. I had to repair my new dryer for the third time in 2 months, and was back at the laundry-mat with bags of clothes. Despite the inconvenience and costliness of these events, I experienced myself able to deal with these frustrations easily. I had encounters with people while there, that let me know my trips were more than about clean clothes. When things don’t go as planned, it is important we trust the way we are re-routed. If I have learned anything this month, it is that we are meant to let go of things easier. Our attachments and expectations in people and circumstances, are often barriers and limitations to what is beneficently possible. When we can trust our process, allowing for starts and stops to be necessary aspects, we can come into our highest alignment more harmoniously.
Another challenging breakdown for me, involved this website. For the last 3 weeks I have been unable to enter as an author or visitor from any of my home devices. I asked for help, but intuitively knew the block truly existed inside me. I was also denied the ability to download my last video to the land on my YouTube channel after hours spent attempting it the way I had accomplished it previously. It was time again to surrender to the forces at play, and to explore what was inside me blocking my channels of expression.
What came up for acknowledgment and emotional processing, was early wounding and suppressed energies and beliefs related to being unloved and devalued. These energies were definitely older that this lifetime, and at the core of many relationship misunderstandings and traumas. This started in an argument I had with my husband. It was a resurgence of an old pattern between us, and as it occurred I was able to see that he was locked into a loop of seeing it a certain way, based on his sense of abandonment and lack of love. There was real pain there and I could not disrupt it with explaining my position. I too experienced a loop that I held. I observed myself, experiencing so much pain from not being understood, not feeling loved, and not feeling that my words mattered. There was an aching for connection paired with a belief I could never have what I wanted based on years of my perceptions and experiences in relationships. I was able to see how my sensitivity and defensive posture literally pushed people away, and was interpreted as coldness and meanness.
In the peak of awareness and intensity, I removed myself and went to make a formal surrender. I sat in a room crying out, and felt the depths of sorrow and frustration pour through me. I closed my eyes, and that’s when I saw and felt a line of ancestors behind me. With the my grandmother’s hand on my shoulder I wailed. She too had a woman behind her holding her, and this pattern went on as far as my mind’s eye could see. With their heads down, they witnessed in solemnity, offering me support. I could feel their recognition and gratitude, and I was inundated with their scenarios and troubles holding this line. It was then I realized I was here to break it. After allowing it to run its course, I thanked them and spoke my intentions to shift the patterns for our lineage in all directions. Once calm I went back to my husband, and held space for him to vent. Once he felt heard, I placed my hand lovingly on his head and allowed touch and surrender to do its magic. We both fell silent, and fell asleep holding each other. Before I drifted, I called in the energy clearings and intentions for the next phase of my experience.
When we woke, we both had more clarity. We were able to see our loops and apologized for our parts. I explained to him my time with the ancestors and saw the light dawn in him. As hard as it was, we put away our hurts and chose to surrender to love. We moved through this with a mastery we were unable to achieve prior. I was actually so proud of us, and knew we sent a ripple freeing many in congested lines of suffering and sorrow. We shifted a well trodden path of human disfunction, and our children will relate with greater ease and understanding. About an hour after I woke, my body felt this shift physicalized with a new lightness and peace that spread throughout. I dissolved the lower frequency pattern and energy into a higher frequency set point, and embodied more of my light. What we are actually experiencing is the result of energy mechanics, shifts, and management. While in a denser physical reality, we can’t perceive all the processes at play. So much happens at a speed and level that our minds and eyes can’t perceive or comprehend. Again, we do much better when we learn to let go. Let go of needing to know, control, or figure things out. We are part of an intelligent network of operation that supports and responds to what we need and are aligned to do at any given moment. Trust in the power to transform and shift any state! Energy is always in motion, and change is guaranteed.
In addition to this generational clearing, I was then led to surrender relationships that were not in alignment with who I am now. Surrendering does not mean there is no love for the person/s in question, it means that despite the love I feel, I have to choose and honor myself by surrounding myself with those capable of reciprocating love in return. When people grow in different directions, they are not meant to keep each other from their chosen paths. We are meant to connect to the things in alignment with us, and to disconnect with them when they are no longer a fit. Sometimes people can’t see or relate to each other because of distortions from their own wounding. We can let go with love and forgiveness, without guilt or shame. Everyone is responsible for their own path. Leaving these situations helped me to clear energy I held for these people that wasn’t mine. It helped me to release judgments and projections about myself that are not true. It helped me to feel the suppressed pain of loss, abandonment, sorrow, and betrayal from past encounters. It helped me to acknowledge the anger and unexpressed words left hanging in my throat and head, without hurtfully unloading them on another. I held a space for myself to heal, and decided the energies I wanted to create and relate from in the future. As I processed these burdens to allow them to integrate, there were tokens of love every step of the way. I had hearts at my feet, in my litter boxes, in a tiny leaf that fell from a book, in my dog’s rear end, and on and on…🤣
Love was there holding me, encouraging me, and reminding me of its presence in ALL circumstances. As I followed my guidance and committed to clearing and shifting my energy through the hardest times, I was met with a new opportunity for growth. Old doors of experience, identity, and limitation closed, and new perceptions and an inner expansiveness arrived. The space you make inside yourself and your life from clearing out what no longer serves you, is what allows you to take on a new higher ground of operation. We are releasing the denser aspects accrued from our past and inherited from previous generations, and embodying more of our soul’s light. The light doesn’t need to attach or hold onto the past. The light knows the power is in the present. As I maintained my effort and met my challenges as LOVE, I was rewarded with the match in frequency. This is the nature of the energy mechanics earlier referenced. We receive according to the energy that we embody or give. It is why changing yourself, changes what you attract, changes your life. It doesn’t have to be chased down in the external reality. Once I shifted the energies and beliefs in the way, I received a personal call from the IT manager on my site and the matter was resolved within minutes. I had been in communications for weeks online, with many unsuccessful attempts and efforts. It was effortlessly handled once the energy INSIDE me was transformed.
This transformation is ongoing. We are continuously called to remember our true nature, to believe in ourselves, and to actualize what we know as our higher path. This requires trust in the unknown at times, and confronting our fear. Our fear takes many shapes and forms inside and out. Sometimes they are the warning thoughts that haunt us, sometimes they are the nightmares from previous traumatic events, and sometimes they are the criticisms and judgments spoken to us through people in the outer reality. When you begin to realize that everything is a reflection of some aspect of you, you can approach and perceive encounters less offensively, to observe and discern what is ready to be addressed inside. This is the way to empower yourself in a mirror reality, to becoming more effective in what you set out to experience or accomplish. Everything has a unique sense of timing. Trust you will engage with things as you are ready. We are meant to have periods of rest and celebration too.
September has encouraged me to challenge the ways I diminish and silence my needs and accomplishments. There are deeper core beliefs and patterns I am still unraveling. I am learning to talk about myself, and put myself out there more. Every part of the publishing and marketing process has forced me to confront and transform blocks inside me. Each step gets easier, if I stay with the task at hand and allow myself to enjoy the moment offered. Each step gets me further up the hill. I just have to remember to take breaks and turn around to take stock of where I am in regards to where I started. Our work and passions are meant to be pleasurable. This was the main message communicated to me during my equinox celebration at Fontainebleau State Park. Life is a celebration of creation! As I made offerings to the various life forms there, I was reminded of our kinship and the need to unite in joyful endeavors.
September also brought showers that looked like flowers, and flooding that ensures water will uproot the earth’s suppressed densities. As above so below. The Earth is in her transformative process too.
We are all in the process of discarding our old shells, and learning to function with a new sensitivity and vulnerability that encourages healthy boundaries over heart walls and sharp edges. We are stepping into a new frequency terrain, where who we are inside, and who we choose to BE, carries far more weight than who we were sired from and what we stand to gain financially as a result. Knowing and honoring your true self, and acting in alignment with this truth in spite of the many forms of fear surfacing, is your best foot forward coming into October. When your mind is filled with doubt, let your heart lead the way.
Believe in your goodness, inspire it in others, and let LOVE handle the rest. Honor the times your body and heart need restoration. LOVE will not leave you behind. You are LOVE!
I would love to hear about your September! I am still working out a few kinks in the technology, but at least now the energy is letting me try. I invite you to join the conversation on my blog, and to check out my story in True Love Not Like in the Movies. I go deeper into my times in the mirror there. Happy Fall! 🐛🦋🦃🍁🌾
Living From the Heart
August has been an intense month, ushering in many high frequency influxes of energy that require periods of rest and calm to ground in the body. For me, it has been my connection to nature that has been most helpful. I am always able to feel supported and expansive when I am outside, bare feet planted on the ground or floating in a large body of water. Salt water has been best, and I bathe with epsom salt blends almost daily . It is becoming apparent that things are changing at a rapid pace. I was visited by a feminine higher dimensional aspect of myself in a dream, precipitating the August windows of transformation. In the dream I laid on the earth to receive energy and codes through my body. I shook, spoke, and filled with the light she placed in me, and through me it anchored into the land. She made a point to connect eyes with me in understanding and recognition, and I knew she was me in a non-physicalized realm. She was solid white in skin and hair except for her violet eyes. Her eyes were actual storms, and I saw capsizing seas, wind flinging rain, and lightning active in them. I had recently had experiences with lightning, and felt it inside my body, shifting and rearranging my circuitry. I understood storms to be cleansing and upgrading agencies for the Earth’s changes. The Earth has a body with regulatory processes and cycles as we do. I knew from this encounter that an acceleration of change was imminent and that we were going to be getting these increases steadily. Two days later, the first wave moved through me and was birthed on this plane. I have had these episodes before, but it has been almost ongoing ever since.
These energy dispensations are evidenced in the increase in storm events in places that don’t normally have extreme disruption from flooding or wind damage. In the body, many will experience these periods as panic or anxiety attacks. Heart palpitations, exhaustion, heat sensations, tingling, and other odd calibrating sensations can occur too. All of life on earth is undergoing a frequency upgrade, and this is a physical.evolution as much as it is an expansion of consciousness. Everything that is out of balance and alignment with divine order and design, will be in a process of divine restoration and integration. Old ways of limitation and distortion are absorbed into the higher attributes of love, unity, sovereignty, and conscious creation. We are remembering and embodying our higher nature, and all that has been separate, suppressed, distorted, and unresolved is being addressed and made whole. On the surface it appears chaotic and destructive, but it is a NECESSARY rendering that serves the purpose and function of a cosmic organic cycle of life.
Storms are necessary in life, to carry away what is no longer viable, and to allow for new growth. We are inherently connected to all of life and these processes, there is nothing to fear. We are exiting an age of time ruled by the mind, where the masculine energy was dominant and in excess. This is not about gender, as both genders contain the masculine and feminine energies of creation. Imbalances in these internal aspects have been reflected in the external reality, in the mistreatment and misogynistic practices established and commonplace in the world that place females and feminine qualities in an inferior position.. As we shift into the higher frequency bandwidth, our feminine energies will be restored and brought into its proper position. We will shift into living from the heart, which is our first organ of intelligence in the body. The heart regulates wellness, and communicates with all systems, including our connection between the higher and lower realms. The feminine is associated with the heart, and our reconnection to our feminine, naturally reconnects us to a heart-felt and heart-led life of feeling, passion, and unlimited possibility in creation.
In a system primarily operating from logic, reason, and order, feelings are less important and desirable, and doing is preferred over being. Shifts in energy will destabilize these preferences and patterns, and make them less productive than they were in the lower frequency, slower, denser, reality. Structures that were once seemingly stable, will give way to openness and uncertainty. The long-term view is replaced with the present moment, and feelings guide the currents of energy for creation, instead of old organized ways of doing things in the past. What was known and valued by the mind as true and reliable in comparison to others, is replaced with what makes the heart sing, what is intuitively guided, and what elicits joy in the moment.
This is a very different way of navigating, but the heart remembers. The heart knows how to love and accept life as it unfolds. It knows it is connected to everything, and creates in the realm of possibility instead of in consideration of fears from the past.
The heart delights in creation and what is good for all. This love is best illustrated in a mother’s unconditional love for her child. A fiercely loving feminine energy is rising. She remembers and loves all forms of life, knowing it is through love and forgiveness that all will be brought to unity and wholeness. She has been held under the weight of distorted narratives, shame, guilt, and fearful projections. She comes not in fear, but in a burning compassionate love, and she will bring her acceptance and nurturance to the darkest places of the earth to reclaim what never truly lost or forgotten.
As she has come through me, she has said that the age of prophecy is over. What was seen and predicted in a descending period of time is not appropriate for NOW. In an ascending age, we are to remember that all is possible in creation, in the higher frequencies. Miracles are a natural occurrence. We are discouraged from lending our creative power and emotions to fear-based doom outcomes that are unnecessary and unviable in higher realms. The feminine understands the power of holding space. Holding space for the highest vision and outcome, and energizing them with high frequency feelings like joy, peace, and abundance, are not naive or refusing to see the problems. Holding space and exclusively supporting higher outcomes is a higher level of service. Managing your energy to refrain from the dramas and dying systems, is mastery. We are not here to attend to the downfall, we are here to birth and facilitate the uprising. The womb of creation holds unlimited potential, and the new earth won’t be physicalized with the older limited left-brained structures and patterns. New frequencies require new patterns and forms. The feminine holds the place and potential. The masculine will bring new structures and implementation accordingly. They work complimentary to each other in collaboration. We have not seen this large scale on the earth in our lifetimes.
The elevated feminine has returned to her place. Open to her, allow her to comfort you, to guide you. She will call on you to honor your heart’s wisdom for the days ahead. Feel life again. Notice the glory of the moment. Dance, sing, create with wild abandon. Move forward in integrity, and in love and consideration of yourself and others. You must commit to what’s truly loving for yourself. You will feel what is not for you increasingly as days go on. Connect to Mother Earth and acknowledge her generosity and support. You are loved exactly as you are; whatever you have forgotten, a mother remembers. Be gentle. Be free. Be joyful. Be present. Just BE.
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For my latest nature adventure:
All in a Day’s Walk
As the energies surge forward, I was called to visit my favorite land near home today. If you don’t have a spot in nature near you that feels like an old friend, a warm bath, or a welcome home vibe, I highly recommend you get out your front door and find one! We are going through many changes together, and there is medicine for both sides in an encounter.
I immediately felt excitement from the area when I entered. There is always a deep love and recognition exchanged, for the things that have stayed the same, and for those that have changed since we last connected. It felt good to be reUNITED. Every time I go, I wonder why I don’t give myself this treat more. I went weekly for over a year, several years ago, and went through major transformations while being held and supported by that land. Beings from the property reach out from time to time, and have continued to hold space and healing for me in my times of need. Today was no different. As I started my walk, I was reminded of the mirror nature of reality.
Everything we experience in the physical, is a manifestation of the energy signature we ARE inside. Changes inside, initiate and correlate to changes in the exterior. Being self-aware and self-directed are the most efficient ways to navigate ourselves during great external shifts and instability. The Earth is going through an increase in frequency and vibration, which will pull all life forms with her into a higher bandwidth of experience and expression. An evolution of energy is an evolution of physicality. There is no separation. As I began a conversation with the earth beings around me, I was encouraged to remember this seamless connection, and to share this with others. We are made of earth and star, and no resources are off limits to us if we are open.
My heart started with a desire to connect to the water. In the times, that I’ve experienced surges of higher frequency energy moving through me, it has often felt like being or swimming in a liquid reality. Quantum physics is finally recognizing that we exist in an ocean of energy, and that separation is the illusion. This energy is TRUE LOVE. Both LOVE and water are primary ingredients and agencies of life and healing. It brings me joy to sing praises and prayers to the waters that sustain me inside and out. As I began, I was surrounded by schools of tiny fish, leaps and flips from larger species, and was blessed with a soaring eagle that dove twice in front of me. The water is always ready to engage and wash away any long-held burdens that are brought to their shores.
For centuries, various cultures honored water and other earth elements for their life-giving properties and ongoing generosity. Efforts were made to take care, stay in balance, and give thanks to these agents of life on Earth. One of my favorite gestures, is the Algonquin Water song. There are videos on YouTube that talk about this song, and the history of women’s roles as water protectors and carries of water. I will share a short segment from today. This song is catchy, feel free to jazz it up and offer it to your home lands in any way your heart desires. It is something that will enrich and connect you to the forces that already exist inside you. When we all sing and care for the waters inside us and the earth in unison, we will see shifts we never considered possible.
As I finished at the water and made my way to the forest, I was surrounded by dragonflies signaling a new path and squirrels delightfully scrounging for acorns. I noticed they brought the same excitement to work and play, and there was an invitation to anchor more joy into all that I was engaging in, in life. We absolutely must remember joy is an essential inherent ingredient in creation. It doesn’t mean we will always feel it, but we have a right to choose it as a foundational element and building block in everything we do here. Living from our joy, creating from our joy, sharing our joy, and expressing gratitude for the joy in our lives is enough. This will continue to inspire diverse expressions and directions, but imagine what life will look like when growth through joy replaces growth through suffering in the human population. It is a dream I give my imagination permission to wander in often.
What we dream, we often call into existence in some way. Why not focus on things that uplift circumstances for ALL?
My trip ended visiting two of my favorite tree folk. One is the oldest live oak in the city. I affectionately call her Grandma because of the way she feels in her embrace. Her trunk has a maturity about it, and her branches are massive in height. They all delicately touch down and create a beautiful enclosure that feels like a cozy shelter. Her roots facing the road are worn down into a shelf or altar space. Thats how I often use that space, sending prayers and offerings to the land and all its inhabitants. She is the place everyone goes to for weddings, picnics, and photo opportunities. There is an endless love and support in her, that draws experiences to her matching her in likeness. She reminded me of this today. That it is time for humanity to understand the weight and power of their thoughts, feelings, and actions. When all three align in integrity, and when giving and receiving are acknowledged and balanced in their relationship with the world, the physical circumstances to reflect this harmony will be met. We too, draw experiences and relationships to us according to our nature and efforts. Are we consciously aware of and gracious to all that we are given? We are supported and connected to everything in life, always. Grandmother has a womb opening that runs deep into the earth. The space she holds for love and togetherness in the park is immeasurable and irreplaceable.
I was then invited to a neighboring tree that is at the center of a vortex of energy on the property. All trees affected by this inner earth opening and vortex are twisted in appearance. The tree appears dead, but there is strong energy flowing through it. Today it felt as if there was an intense pillar, with a strong vertical direction and flow. I make offerings here too, and delight in how deceptive external appearances can be. This tree definitely stands out in the park, and is an energy that is quite complementary to the neighboring oaks.
In every encounter, my energy was shifted, uplifted, replenished, and upgraded in some way. There is so much wisdom in the nature. If we clear our minds and simply open ourselves to our surroundings; there is so much medicine to help us ground the changes we are experiencing. I was guided to walk back to my car in the middle of the road. As I did so, I heard “In the middle of the road, one can truly see how it all comes together. From the middle of the road, it is easier to LOVE it ALL.” I know we are all pressured to be pulled into sides or extremes at times, but my greatest leaps of healing, understanding, and relief have come from surrendering a side and allowing myself to see from a higher view where they exist together. In duality there appears to be winners and losers, good and bad, right and wrong. In unity, however, tragedy and loss for another is directly connected to and reflected in the beholder. The middle road knows we do this together. Not all in the same way or timing of course, but we are stronger and more effective in the ways and endeavors where we unite.
Our journeys necessitate solitude at times, to discern our true voice and determine our guidance. We are meant to follow our authentic path, but we are strengthened and complimented through our collaborations. My wish for you is that you find your path. You find the peace and wisdom gained from taking the middle road when you can. It is good to see the truth in diversity. It enriches your experience too. In the spirit of this, I share my story in my book, “True Love Not Like in the Movies.” I would love to connect with you about my story and hear about yours. What are the ways your life is touched by nature and the energies around you? Where do you see yourself standing in the road?
What Dreams May Come
In the light of July’s full moon, we are being asked what energies we want to move forward with for the next phase of our journey. If we aren’t accustomed to connecting with our heart or spirit to ask questions about our experience, or to discern a path that honors our truth or joy, we are most likely feeling dragged through life. In times of great change, there is external instability and confusion. Without an internal anchor point or compass, it is tempting to cling to other people’s solutions, ideas, and narratives. In truth, it is the worst thing you can do. Stability and safety do not exist in outer circumstances. Joy and happiness don’t dwell there either.
True joy and happiness are your inherent state when you are living from your authentic nature, purpose, and connection to the source of life. You can’t find this in another, it only comes from exploring what lies within you. Your outer circumstances reflect to you the energy you hold, the work you are here to fulfill, the aspects of yourself that still need love. We learn a great deal from each other, and we are here to create, grow, heal, and learn together. In truth there is only one divine intelligence animating all life here, but your role and purpose in this tapestry of life is unique to you. You are here to lovingly experience and express it!
We are living in a time where all of life on Earth is being restored to its alignment with divine will. We are experiencing massive light and frequency upgrades. This is an act of love and expansion. You are an integral part of its design, whether you remember your connection or not. Fear and its lower frequency culprits are being processed, purified, and integrated. There are no limits in love and creation, no dreams that cannot manifest to elevate life on Earth. NOW is the time to envision an abundant, loving, prosperous time for the Earth and all of her children. It is not only possible but certain that ALL THRIVE in the higher frequency bandwidth of life. To get there, we must first initiate our commitment to our self mastery and divine restoration. We then can unite with others that remember their true nature and creative power. Standing united, fully empowered and embodied in our light, we are unstoppable.
You are connected to everything. You are never lost or separate. Life is always speaking to you. You are always being shown and offered opportunities to progress on your path. This time is no different. This time offers great leaps in what is possible for you. Do you know yourself, your desires, your needs, your destiny? If you have been scattering your energy in many outer dramas and obligations without prioritizing yourself, you probably don’t know yet. It’s ok. There are many ways to find your way home. Start now. Ask your heart. Life is showing you what you’ve outgrown. Life is showing you what is harmful to your body, your psyche, your family, your spirit. You have a choice. You can work with the forces of heaven in stepping into your destiny. You are encouraged to DREAM. Dream without limits or practical considerations first. Feel what your soul is calling for and imagine it for awhile. Allow life to assist you in letting go of all the people, circumstances, thoughts, fears, beliefs, and wounds that are in the way of achieving it. It is a process that starts like anything else–one step.
If it seems impossible now that’s ok. If you need to scream for all of the struggles it took to get to this moment, DO it. There will be actions necessary. There will be old wounds and hurts that need a voice. FEEL it fully. It is often the only way to move through the energies for a new experience. New dreams require new thoughts, new emotions, new actions.
Nature is filled with outbursts and expressions. Destruction and creation are intertwined in expansion. I came across this cypress knee that made me think of Munch’s classic painting “The Scream.” I laughed because it felt like the plants and trees were feeling it too. They can’t help but feel it, because there is no separation.
I cannot walk your path, but I can share mine to help you remember. We can offer each other support, inspiration, encouragement, and a space for transformation. In TRUE LOVE, Not like in the Movies, I make this offer. The path of LOVE is uncomfortable at first because it challenges so much of what you were taught and conditioned with in fear. You are not alone. This journey is backed by the will and force of the creator. Will you join me in taking your first step? The only time is NOW…
I would love to hear from you. Until then, choose wisely and treat kindly. 🙏😘✌️💜💞
Embracing True Love
As tensions in the collective reality seem to rise, it is increasingly important that everyone give themselves a space of kindness and gentleness to sift through what is showing up inside themselves as a response. Embracing your true love is owning, loving, and mastering all the thoughts, emotions, and wounded aspects that surface inside of you. The sooner humanity understands that their creative power and freedom come from initiating changes and harmony within, the sooner we will see shifts in the greater external reality shared by all. How can you activate and express more of the true love inside you? Join me to embark on your path of true love and find out!
Where are you settling for less? Where are you compromising your joy? Your heart? Such compromises, compromise your soul embodiment and your feelings of safety and harmony in the world. Most of us were not taught or encouraged to live from the heart, and have accepted conditions and a pace of existence that adopted such compromises as normal, necessary ingredients to achieve and maintain a successful life. Most continue to ignore the costs that these compromises inflict on the health and well-being of all life on the planet. Most are taught to assign blame on outer agencies or influences; taught to feel victimized by forces beyond their control or by bad people competing with them to survive in a harsh reality.
Such teachings reinforce beliefs in disempowerment and helplessness, and promote dependency on an outside source or savior. This has allowed a smaller few to do well at the expense of others. The time has come for every man, woman, and child to reclaim their birthright and creative capabilities, a time for all to remember their true nature as love. This is not love in the romantic or distorted sense we have been taught, but the unifying LOVE that is the life-force inside all. This love is creative, intelligent, unconditional, and unlimited. This love is inclusive, expressive, expansive, and encompassing. In it all things exist, all things are known, all things are home. Nothing stands against it successfully over time, it waits patiently to be recognized and reclaimed. Once this love is reclaimed, all of its resources are available, all resolutions possible. We are living in the time of the Earth’s greatest love story! Love is rising and setting right what has been in separation, darkness, and distortion for so long. Lovers are being called to initiate their true love stories. Will you join love in restoring yourself and your reality to embrace the life you are meant to live; a life filled with joy, a life that celebrates and honors you for the gifts only you are here to express? You are being called to choose love, and to choose according to your highest good at this time, this is good for others not at their expense. You will have to walk away from what you know in your heart elicits harm to yourself or others, it sounds easy but it is seldom comfortable to take an untrodden path or to change what has been a long-standing habit and pattern . If you have found this message and have stayed with me to this point, consider this a formal invitation. Will you heed the call?
Welcome to my blog!
Welcome. My name is Yvette Kinchen, author of True Love. I’m so happy to have you as a visitor to my blog about my new book. This project is very special to me, and I hope to share some of that excitement with you here.
I’ll be using this blog to interact with you about True Love, expanding on some of the topics in it and blogging on some of the ideas related to my book. This is a great place for you to get to know me, and I’m looking forward to getting to know you, too. What did you think of True Love? What questions do you have for me? How do you relate to my book?
I’ll be returning here frequently with new posts and responses to feedback from you. Until next time, tell me a little bit about yourself.
